october-moon's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Disappointment I just don't have the patience for this. Dell was supposed to send me a confirmation e-mail yesterday. When they say they are going to send an e-mail in one day, they should mean it. I'm not really mad as much as I'm disappointed. I've waited for a long time to have a computer of my own, and I'm excited and anticipating it's arrival. It shouldn't take too long to recieve just a confirmation e-mail. 1:41 p.m. Laura had the fucking balls to tell me I don't take people's feelings into consideration when I'm depressed. I'm depressed every fucking day and I do my best to make her feel better. I'm having a bad day and I have a right to have a bad day once in a while.I've tried to show how much I care, but it's not good enough. I TRY to show that I care, I do everything I can. She won't talk to me and tell me what the problem is. I say whatever I can and it's not good enough I don't know. I just give up. She can contact me if she wants to, otherwise, I don't have anything to say. We're two depressed people. That doesn't mix well. I care very much when she is depressed. I tried so hard yesterday to cheer her up, but it didn't work. I told her how much I care and that she can talk to me, but she never does. Maybe it's best if we just go our own ways. Or maybe take a break. I don't know. 11:01 a.m. - Wednesday, Mar. 09, 2005 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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