october-moon's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Whats not working in my life I woke up this morning and had a dreadful feeling in my chest. My very thought at the moment of waking up was "I HAVE to change my life or I'm never going to get out of here".
This is my first step in trying to make myself a better person. I'm not going to sit here and say "Oh God, I really, really hope this works!" because hoping and actually doing something are two completely different things and hoping is worthless in this situation. I'm going to work on one thing at a time in my life. I'm going to take one thing on the list that I don't like and work on it until it's resolved and not moving on to the next thing on my list until it's resolved. First up: Not spending so much time on the computer and the Internet. I had a dentist appointment today but I canceled it. Actually, my mom canceled it but the point is: it got canceled. I don't feel up to having my teeth drilled this week. 6:23 a.m. - Thursday, Oct. 06, 2005 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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