october-moon's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Resurrecting Amy called @ 7:30 this morning and said her blood pressure was 150 over 100. She is going to the doctor at around 11 and mom and I are so worried. I'm so scared for Darius's as well as Amy's sake. She's worried about Chloe, but, to be honest, I am more worried about her than anything. Not that I'm not worried about Chloe, but I've had Amy around my whole life. At least I'd still have my sister. I keep thinking of how I reacted when I first found out. I was so upset and angry and I went off on her. I talked to her like she was trash and I feel do guilty. I love her and I don't know what I would do without her. A huge part of my heart would be gone. She's the next closest person to be besides mom and Walter. I can't lose her now Most likely, we will be taking care of her this weekend. Darius needs us as well. I had a dream about Amy a few nights ago. Walking corpses would come to her to be resurrected. At one point, she found my nephew dead. I keep wondering what it means. 10:45 a.m. - Thursday, Feb. 12, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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