october-moon's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Am I crazy? For the past 2 nights, I've been bombarded with interchanging sweats and chills, accompanied by severe shaking. I haven't felt this strange in a long time. Lee and I made some serious revelations yesterday, which, I feel, are seriously important in the current situation. I need to give my whole heart over to what's going on. Otherwise, I'll never know if what I'm experiencing is real or not. We've made a pact to never tell a soul, which we both agreed would be better in the long run. We will never be understood. I don't believe I want us to be understood, to be honest. Don't ask because you won't find out... I miss Walter so badly! I can't want to be with him again. Even he doesn't know the entire situation, though he knows most of what's going on. I explained things to him but in a very vague manor. I don't believe he knows the full extent. Does anyone, really? I can tell you I don't. Oh yes, and I discovered that my moon sign is Gemini. I'm am gaining a great interest in astrology, as well as Tarot. They both seem extremely relevant... 2:38 a.m. - Thursday, Apr. 15, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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