october-moon's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ghosts of A Future Lost It saddens me to think about Cincinnati. For the time being, the place that had once made me the happiest is the saddest place I could possibly be. I'm sure, with time, these feelings will pass. I think of Cincinnati and so many memories come flying back at me. The passing of time is often depressing. I think back on all that's happened with Amy and I and all that's happened in the time that she has lived there. Sometimes it makes me happy, other times,it stabs me in the heart. I feel as if it is all gone. As if my heart has died and I am stuck right where I am. That my heart will never come be resurrected. I spoke with Walt this evening and I was so happy to hear from him. I don't know what I would do if I didn't have him. He truely IS my world. He is one of my Seven Wonders. One of my Gods. He got two sales today:) I'm so proud of him! 2:20 a.m. - Friday, Dec. 12, 2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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