october-moon's Diaryland Diary

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Making changes

I've been so incredibly depressed today.
I've decided that I am going to go on a serious diet in the new year. Eat right or don't eat at all. I'd rather not eat because it seems no matter how hard I try to eat well, I end up screwing up somehow.
Things have to change in this upcoming year. I can't go another year feeling useless and ugly. I can't keep being lazy and procrastinating.
I told Alan my feelings for him and he acted like he didn't hear me.
I'm tired of being nice, but I have to, I suppose. If not, I suppose I'll have shitty kharma. But I probably have that already...

5:18 p.m. - Monday, Dec. 27, 2004

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