october-moon's Diaryland Diary
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Water-saving toilets
Wow, it feels good to get angry! I do feel bad, though, for arguing with Laura. I shouldn't have taken my anger out on anyone.
I was just so fed up with Chris. I'm fed up with his pettiness. I'm fed up with the whole thing.
But, I'm feeling better now. I send Laura an e-mail explaining what is going on.
I have a tendency to avoid connections with people, on a sub-conscience level. I'm scared to form true bonds and when I think I'm forming one, I will try to push that person away. I don't do this purposely but it's been engrained into my mind from years of getting hurt and trying to protect my feelings. It's something I want so badly to change. I absolutely must re-program myself.
What is the point of water-saving toilets? I mean, obviously they don't save water because you have to flush over and over again. They are just crap. No point in them at all!
I can't wait to get my own computer, then I won't have to come here.
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3:42 p.m. - Saturday, Feb. 19, 2005
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