october-moon's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Christmas Eve Wow, two holidays in one week. Pretty cool, I guess. It would be "cool" if everyone wasn't tense as hell. Mom is upset, I'm upset. We've already gotten into an arguement this morning. I'm tired, but, of course, I can't sleep. I can never sleep when I need to. Only when I want to. I haven't gotten to talk to Walter because I've been sleeping constantly. But the one time I actually need sleep, I can't sleep. It's ridiculous. I miss Walt so much and I wish we could be together right now. I also haven't talk to Chris for any signifigant amount of time, lately. I miss talking to him and Gina. This have just been soo..upside-down(?) Is that even the word for it? I just want to get back to normal. That's all I really want this Christmas; for things to be normal again. Still no word from Rachel. Probably nothing but a joke. Oh well...life goes on, right? 9:26 a.m. - Wednesday, Dec. 24, 2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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