october-moon's Diaryland Diary

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I miss having a best friend!

I miss having a best friend. I miss having someone to claim me as there best friend. I don't have anyone to claim or be claimed by as a best friend and it saddens me. Tracy hasn't e-mailed me in so long. I suppose she's forgotten about me, but that is understandable, though I don't find myself to be that forgetable!
I'm home alone now. have the whole house to myself and I should be happy and dandy and throwing a big huge party. But I don't feel that way at all. I don't feel like doing anything, including living. I want to pull back into my shell and black out for a while and not think at all, not do anything. Just "wink out" for a while.

3:37 a.m. - Tuesday, Jun. 07, 2005

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