october-moon's Diaryland Diary
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Lovefool
Want to hear something extremely sad and pathetic? You know the Hayato Ichihara guy from "All About Lily Chou-Chou" I was talking about a couple of days ago? Well, I haven't been able to stop thinking about him! Jesus, he's a fucking celebrity and I'm acting like this. Just thinking of him makes me act like a little, giggling school girl. Once I get something in my head that I want, though, it doesn't go away. If I want something badly enough, it won't leave my mind.
The guy may be a serious ass-hole but I honestly don't care. He seems absolutely perfect from what I've seen so far. Lord, I'm 20 and I'm acting like this??? What the hell is wrong with me?
I imagine what it would be like if I actually met him. I would be too scared to say a single word.
Someone punch me, please. This isn't like me at all.
1:12 p.m. - Wednesday, Sept. 14, 2005
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