october-moon's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- a broken heart and death Never before have I been so close to death. Never before have I felt such a empty void. Why am I so lonely and so heartbroken? Why do I feel so empty? At times, death seems so comforting. It seems the only way out of the pain. If only I had the nerve. If only I had courage. Slipping away from the world, watching the lights and images of this world fading away and entering another. No pain and no tears, just peace. I need release. And I honestly don't know how to get it, without death...
12:22 a.m. - Saturday, Jan. 31, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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